Hoje acordei desse jeito

... sentindo que cai de novo na mesma besteira de sempre... Insonia, irritacao, pesadelos. Por mais que a gente se defenda, por dentro, algo em mim sempre sente que se deu mal. Algo em mim sempre me empurra pra isso, e depois eu fico naquela onda de fazer o luto, de tentar esquecer, de nao querer fazer isso nunca mais, de tentar achar outra coisa. Pelo menos nesses dias eu escuto uma musica como essa, e entendo de uma forma que nunca entendi antes. Acho que talvez seja a voz da Lily Allen que me fez (re)descobrir essa musica, que nunca constou nos meus top 20 da infancia.

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Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing, only to find much o' mistrust
Love's gone behind
Once I had a love and it was divine
Soon found out I was losing my mind
It seemed like the real thing but I was so blind
Much o' mistrust
Love's gone behind
In between what I find is pleasing and I'm feeling fine
Love is so confusing, there's no peace of mind
If I fear I'm losing you
It's just no good, you teasing like you do
Once I had a love and it was a gas Soon turned out had a heart of glass
Seemed like the real thing, only to find much o' mistrust
Love's gone behind
Lost inside
Adorable illusion and I cannot hide
I'm the one you're using please don't push me aside
We coulda made it cruising yeah
La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La La
La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La La
Yeah, riding high on love's true bluish light
Ooh, oh
Ooh, oh
Ooh, oh
Ooh, oh
Once I had a love and it was a gas
Soon turned out to be a pain in the ass
Seemed like the real thing only to find much o' mistrust
Love's gone behind
Ooh, oh
Ooh, oh
Ooh, oh
Ooh, oh